Confessions of a Liberal Puritan

Recently I discovered that I still had some downloaded and unexamined "Big Bang Theory" fanfiction.net archive fic files in a big folder on my laptop, left over from Spring of 2019 when I was trying to help the ShennyHQ folks find some lost fics.

Rather than just assume that there was nothing there that's not still posted on FFN and delete the lot, I've spent my free time this week sorting through every file and saving only those fics that were deleted by their authors at some point for some reason, in case anyone is looking for them.

Here are the deleted fics I found and preserved from this last batch:


A) 8 FICS FOCUSED ON SHELDON/PENNY (Romance and/or Friendship)


-- Avengersgal27 (1 Shenny):


Memories and Understanding
by avengersgal27

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Hurt-Comfort, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2012-07-07
Updated: 2012-08-03
Packaged: 2013-06-27 00:54:16
Rating: K+
Chapters: 8
Words: 4,714
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8296405/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/4085065/avengersgal27
Summary: Penny's fed up with her life, and Sheldon listens to her problems. But then memories and emotions are brought back to Sheldon that he'd locked away a long time ago. My first Fan Fiction! Possibly OOC for Sheldon.


-- Angeleyes2827 (1 Shenny):


Penny for Your Thoughts
by angeleyes2827 [now gerrygee, all fics deleted]

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Friendship, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-12-16
Updated: 2010-12-16
Packaged: 2014-08-03 16:37:05
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 3,874
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20151023164545/https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6560253/1/Penny-for-Your-Thoughts
Author URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20151029183649/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1788341/angeleyes2827
Summary: Four years ago, Penny left for the stars of Hollywood. Five years ago she made a pact with Sheldon. An agreement, a promise. "If you see me and I don't see you, throw a penny at me. That way I'll always know it's you." Oneshot. Revised.


-- EddyxMarvoloxRiddle (1 Shenny):


Four Movements of a Shenny Sonata
by EddyxMarvoloxRiddle

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Family, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2012-10-01
Updated: 2012-10-01
Packaged: 2013-07-21 06:21:53
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 2,584
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8572421/1/
Author URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181110012131/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1611745/EddyxMarvoloxRiddle
Summary: ONE SHOT! Shenny, mentions of Raj/Amy, Howard/Bernadette, Leonard/Stephanie. Sonata; n. A classical composition for an instrumental soloist, often with a piano accompaniment. It is composed of three or four movements.


-- CoquetteDoll (1 Shenny):


The Magnetic Sincerity Interference
by CoquetteDoll

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2009-03-18
Updated: 2009-03-18
Packaged: 2013-08-12 08:36:47
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,387
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20120423141931/http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4933113/1/The_Magnetic_Sincerity_Interference
Author URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20120423141930/http://www.fanfiction.net/u/880811/CoquetteDoll
Summary: Penny's getting married, and Sheldon isn't happy about it. P/S. One-shot. Please R&R!


-- BilkyFizzleweisIII (1 Shenny):


Super
by BilkyFizzleweisIII

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-07-21
Updated: 2013-07-21
Packaged: 2013-10-29 13:52:35
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,122
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9514484/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/4761324/BilkyFizzleweisIII
Summary: People could plainly see they were polar opposites. Penny was super pretty and super charismatic. Sheldon was super smart and super awkward. They were from two different realms, nothing alike in the least. Maybe that's what brought them together.


-- AnnieVH (1 Shenny drabble):


Elle Oh Elle
by AnnieVH

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2009-10-12
Updated: 2009-10-12
Packaged: 2013-09-22 02:42:41
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 572
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20181119071046/https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5439280/1/Elle-Oh-Elle
Author URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20181027205758/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1160573/AnnieVH
Summary: Sheldon and Penny discuss laughter.


-- BlackKittee (2 Sheldon/Penny friendship fics):


The Educational Expansion
by BlackKittee

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Friendship
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2011-08-08
Updated: 2011-08-08
Packaged: 2015-04-18 10:52:22
Rating: K
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,876
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7266024/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1665039/BlackKittee
Summary: Penny needs some advice and goes to Sheldon to get it.


The Whistling Exploration
by BlackKittee

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Friendship, Hurt-Comfort
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2011-09-04
Updated: 2011-09-04
Packaged: 2015-05-19 03:04:04
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,101
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7352689/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1665039/BlackKittee
Summary: Whistling is a warning worthy offence.


B) 16 FICS FOCUSED ON SHAMY, LENNY, and/or SHELNARD


-- Anonymississippi (5 fics, Shamy):


The Mediated Nobel Impasse
by Anonymississippi [recently deleted and renamed 'pp1pp2pp2pp1']

Category: Big Bang Theory
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-06-12
Updated: 2013-06-29
Packaged: 2013-10-20 04:55:24
Rating: T
Chapters: 11
Words: 35,158
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181107104150/https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9384582/1/The-Mediated-Nobel-Impasse
Author URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181027010128/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1849379/Anonymississippi
Summary: In a world where Leonard doesn't go on a summer expedition for Hawking, and Amy never gets kicked off the addiction study, an event occurs that pushes Pasadena's favorite power couple to the precipice. Someone wins the Nobel Prize. The kicker: it's not Sheldon.


Amy: A Character Study
by Anonymississippi

Category: Big Bang Theory
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-12-16
Updated: 2013-12-16
Packaged: 2014-02-04 11:28:15
Rating: T
Chapters: 2
Words: 7,401
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181107104153/https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9930638/1/Amy-A-Character-Study
Author URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181027010128/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1849379/Anonymississippi
Summary: Two-shot, with a self-explanatory title. Amy was a person before she was part of the Shamy. No backstory, or skeletons in her closet, just a little Amy-centric adventure, in which she mulls over what she wants and makes a resolution on New Year's in the snow.


The Phone Call Conundrum
by Anonymississippi

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-05-04
Updated: 2013-05-04
Packaged: 2013-09-28 15:25:24
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 3,327
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181107104152/https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9261393/1/The-Phone-Call-Conundrum
Author URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181027010128/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1849379/Anonymississippi
Summary: Sheldon and Amy's bimonthly lunch-date at the Cal-Tech cafeteria is put on hold for an important call. Instead of skipping it altogether, Amy brings lunch to his office. Enthusiasm, macaroni and chocolate chips make for a lovely meal.


Late Night Snack
by Anonymississippi

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Friendship, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2012-12-03
Updated: 2012-12-03
Packaged: 2013-08-07 13:40:14
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 745
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181107104153/https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8761260/1/Late-Night-Snack
Author URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181027010128/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1849379/Anonymississippi
Summary: Amy gets some ice cream. And Sheldon's there, too. Just a short drabble of the Shamy.


Amy and the Doctor
by Anonymississippi

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Friendship
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-05-06
Updated: 2013-05-06
Packaged: 2013-09-29 03:38:47
Rating: K
Chapters: 1
Words: 561
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181107104148/https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9269500/1/Amy-and-the-Doctor
Author URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20181027010128/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1849379/Anonymississippi
Summary: Drabble, in which Sheldon makes Amy watch Doctor Who.


-- AThingOfBeauty a.k.a. AJoyForever (3 Shamy, 1 Lenny):


The Correlation Coefficient Experiment
by AThingOfBeauty [renamed 'AJoyForever' and later deleted all stories]

Category: Big Bang Theory
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-06-25
Updated: 2013-07-24
Packaged: 2013-10-22 22:00:01
Rating: M
Chapters: 5
Words: 16,256
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9425779/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/4812151/AThingOfBeauty
Summary: How will Sheldon cope with Amy's proposed program of experiments to increase their familiarity? Following on from Season 6 finale. RATED M FOR BODILY FUNCTIONS / ADULT THEMES. DISCLAIMER: I do not own, nor profit from, any part of The Big Bang Theory, this is just for fun! Story now completed. Thank you for all your reviews!


Big Bang Theory Halloween Challenge: The Kafkaesque Transmogrification
by AJoyForever [formerly 'AThingOfBeauty']

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Horror, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2014-10-10
Updated: 2014-10-10
Packaged: 2015-01-06 18:58:51
Rating: M
Chapters: 1
Words: 5,604
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10747674/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/4812151/AJoyForever
Summary: Part of the BBT site's Halloween Challenge and an excuse to try my hand at Alternative Universe / SciFi. M-rated content warning; strong language, scenes of a sexual nature and fantasy horror await you...if you dare! I do not own or profit from any part of The Big Bang Theory. Please read and review, I have no idea what to make of this story myself, let me know what you think. Ta!


The YeeHaw Excitation, A Lenny FanFic
by AThingOfBeauty

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2014-03-14
Updated: 2014-03-14
Packaged: 2014-05-23 03:29:45
Rating: M
Chapters: 1
Words: 3,996
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10186840/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/4812151/AThingOfBeauty
Summary: What actually went on behind Leonard's closed bedroom door in The Lunar Excitation? (Season 3, Episode No. 23) M Rated Lenny oneshot, adult language and adult themes, mild Sub/Dom and scenes of a sexual nature within. All feedback/reviews gratefully received. Disclaimer: I do not own or profit from any part of The Big Bang Theory.


TBBT Holiday Extravaganza Challenge : The Santa Stimulation
by AJoyForever

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2014-12-15
Updated: 2014-12-15
Packaged: 2015-02-26 01:12:37
Rating: M
Chapters: 1
Words: 3,535
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10892747/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/4812151/AJoyForever
Summary: Written for the Big Bang Theory sites Holiday Extravaganza Challenge. Amy takes Sheldon to the CERN Science Center in Switzerland to see the Large Hadron Collider as a Christmas Treat and M-rated shenanigans ensue! Warning: Contains adult material. Disclaimer: I do not own any rights to, or profit from, the Big Bang Theory and its characters. Please read and review. Enjoy!


-- DrummerGirl66 (2 Shamy):


The Inebriated Realization
by DrummerGirl66

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2014-06-11
Updated: 2014-06-11
Packaged: 2014-09-14 14:49:55
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 3,088
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10442780/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/5786641/DrummerGirl66
Summary: (One Shot) When Amy gets a little too drunk at girls night, she reveals some feelings to Sheldon. How will he react? Will these feelings send him away or make him realize that maybe, just maybe, feelings aren't such a bad thing to have?


Be Careful What You Wish For
by DrummerGirl66

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Hurt-Comfort, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2014-06-18
Updated: 2014-06-18
Packaged: 2014-09-30 05:41:36
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,999
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10464687/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/5786641/DrummerGirl66
Summary: (One Shot, Shamy, OOC) Amy is ecstatic when she wakes up one morning and it appears Sheldon has finally 'hit puberty' as Penny might describe it, but it isn't everything she thought it would be. What happens when she realizes that this isn't exactly the Sheldon she had in mind when she wished he would be different?


-- ChocolateSunshine500 (1 deleted Shamy):

Adorable
by ChocolateSunshine500

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-02-24
Updated: 2013-02-24
Packaged: 2013-09-02 07:41:37
Rating: K
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,123
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9044718/1/
Author URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20151031164706/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2117345/ChocolateSunshine500
Summary: OneShot. You would think that, because he's a man, being called adorable would hurt his male pride, just like it did Howard and Leonard's. But, of course, he was Sheldon Cooper. If anything, it was a huge boost to his ego. Shamy. Fluff.


-- Doctordumbass (1 Shamy):


The Countdown Reflection part 2
by doctordumbass

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Friendship, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2012-08-29
Updated: 2012-08-29
Packaged: 2013-07-13 06:24:23
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,120
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8479037/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/4011855/doctordumbass
Summary: Part 2 of The Countdown Reflection - What happens after Sheldon boldy initiates contact for the first time in their relationship? Shamy.
[Note: I don't have an archive copy of part 1, and there's no Wayback copy of this author's TBBT work that I can find.]


-- Beth – Geek Chick (1 Lenny):


Say It Again
by Beth - Geek Chick [now 'DeletedFFNAccount']

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Angst, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2012-07-01
Updated: 2012-07-01
Packaged: 2013-06-25 05:16:58
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,747
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8275025/1/
Author URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20170120112148/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2469419/Beth-Geek-Chick
Summary: Set between Seasons 4 and 5, Leonard reacts badly after thinking Penny slept with Raj. Oneshot.


-- Anonymous Rose1 (1 Shelnard):


The Love Conundrum
by Anonymous Rose1

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Family, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2011-04-03
Updated: 2011-04-03
Packaged: 2014-12-14 12:12:48
Rating: M
Chapters: 2
Words: 1,404
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20151222110701/https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6874260/1/The-Love-Conundrum
Author URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20181106205239/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2197227/Anonymous-Rose1
Summary: Penny has good advice, every once in a while


-- CurlyMustache (1 Shelnard drabble):


Tradition
by CurlyMustache

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2012-07-12
Updated: 2012-07-12
Packaged: 2013-06-28 14:42:40
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 325
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8314468/1/
Author URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20131011005245/http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2731074/CurlyMustache
Summary: Sheldon and Leonard share a very peculiar tradition between just the two of them.


C) 8 FICS FOCUSED ON 'SHIPS WITH ORIGINAL CHARACTERS and MISCELLANEOUS


-- Katrina Marie Pace (1 Sheldon/OFC):


The Female Specimen Enigma
by Katrina Marie Pace

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2011-03-21
Updated: 2011-05-03
Packaged: 2014-12-02 07:44:42
Rating: M
Chapters: 16
Words: 47,209
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6841091/1/
Author URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20120425135331/http://www.fanfiction.net/u/517703/Katrina_Marie_Pace
Summary: Sheldon's world turns upside down when a new woman moves into his building and he finds himself oddly attracted to her. When her past comes back at her, he must decide if she's worth keeping. COMPLETE
[Sheldon/OC. Incomplete sequel (4 chapters) is here: http://web.archive.org/web/20120425135517/http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6961787/1/The_Life_Changing_Family_Expansion ]


-- Djmay71 (1 Penny/OMC):


Theories of Romantics
by djmay71

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-02-25
Updated: 2013-05-07
Packaged: 2013-09-02 13:19:49
Rating: T
Chapters: 5
Words: 5,323
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9047153/1/
Author URL: https://web.archive.org/web/20131006085238/http://www.fanfiction.net/u/3466233/djmay71
Summary: After Howard & Bernadette's wedding Penny did something crazy, and now she must live with the consequences. Post 5x24 "The Countdown Reflection". Psychological-Romance- read, you'll understand. BBT characters are definitely out of character. Small bit of O/C going on.


-- DeanFan (1 Leonard/OFC, 1 Gen):


The Sister Experiment
by DeanFan

Category: Big Bang Theory
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-03-23
Updated: 2010-03-23
Packaged: 2013-12-13 22:09:44
Rating: K
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,717
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20131008010749/http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5838598/1/The-Sister-Experiment
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2095020/DeanFan
Summary: What happens when Howard's little sister Emily and Leonard have been secretly dating? How will Howard handle it? Emily is nothing like Howard.


The Evil Sock Experiment
by DeanFan

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-05-27
Updated: 2010-05-27
Packaged: 2014-01-15 20:57:02
Rating: K
Chapters: 1
Words: 108
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20131008032411/http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6001563/1/The-Evil-Sock-Experiment
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2095020/DeanFan
Summary: One shot. "One minute until Dr. Who is on..." Sheldon said.


-- Ariel McLass (1 spank-fic involving Penny):


The Mystery Of the Pumpkin Mask Big Bang
by Ariel McLass

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Friendship, Mystery
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2014-10-30
Updated: 2014-10-30
Packaged: 2015-01-22 21:23:36
Rating: M
Chapters: 1
Words: 1,855
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20181121022949/https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10791206/1/The-Mystery-Of-the-Pumpkin-Mask-Big-Bang
Author URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20150930223832/https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1528172/Ariel-McLass
Summary: Penny gets a bang of bottom kind when she squeals to Howard's wife that he is checking out her butt. Halloween offers the perfect chance to wear a mask, voice scrambler and take Penny in hand. Warning: spanking an adult over eighteen. Don't like, don't read. Comments welcomed.


-- Deborachira (1 Parody drabble):


Roadtrip
by Debochira

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor, Parody
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-11-11
Updated: 2013-11-11
Packaged: 2013-11-26 21:56:54
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 610
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9839484/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/4542213/Debochira
Summary: Things seem to be going smoothly during a car ride to a convention, but with Penny at that time of month, things tend to get a little weird. [Penny deduces she's the 'red shirt' in their landing party and is therefore doomed.]


-- BartPatch (1 drabble):


Our Babies
by BartPatch

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2014-01-30
Updated: 2014-01-30
Packaged: 2014-04-10 14:15:06
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 235
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10066978/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/5429067/BartPatch
Summary: When Penny hears the "our babies" moment, what is she really thinking?


-- AussieGal20 (1 deleted list):


75 ways to annoy Sheldon Cooper
by AussieGal20

Category: Big Bang Theory
Genre: Humor
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2011-01-12
Updated: 2011-01-12
Packaged: 2014-09-30 18:45:01
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 872
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20120412113005/http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6646597/1/75_ways_to_annoy_Sheldon_Cooper
Author URL: http://web.archive.org/web/20120412112819/http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1873378/AussieGal20
Summary: A list my friend and I came up with. Title says it all: Please read and review
[Again, this is a list, not actually a story]


If anyone wants a copy of any of these deleted story posts from FFN, just tell me your email address and which one(s) you want. I'm happy to share these, unless I'm offending their authors by making them available . . . (but if you're the author and truly want these to disappear for good, please also let me know, and I'll delete my copies and share no more, with sincere apologies).